I was organizing my files and somehow ended up reading some of my older stuff, the ones I would write when I first began expressing my thoughts, emotions, or just telling stories through poetry. Honestly?I wanted to burn most of them and just keep a handful of them. They seem immature and "not enough"...Then again, it shows how I've evolved (or hope I have, at least) in time. They feel like those embarrassing things you do or say when you're younger, then when you grow a little older you remember them and want to hit your head against something

Bottom line, I couldn't bring myself to either destroy or hide them..
Why am I telling you this?
Because writing my thoughts here where at least there's a slight chance someone will see them sounds less crazy then talking about it to myself and answering back to me xD
It's disgusting. I feel like an idiot and I lacked in skill...
But I remember we all have to start from begining, i mean, all the stupid things we did were necessary to build the way to the good things we do today.
But i still hate the damn old drawings. Che. I prefer not look at them... It's not good for my ego to look XDDDD It's like beeing stabbed. Such a pain in the ass... kuh.
Good to see you feel the same ^___^ I'm not alone! XDD
But, yes, it's not good for the ego T^T
I'm glad you feel the same way too, it does feel less lonely